I feel everything too deeply. Every word, every glance, every shift in the atmosphere seems to crawl under my skin and take root. A song can unravel me, a memory can consume me, and the smallest kindness can bring me to tears. My empathy is a double-edged sword—it allows me to connect, to truly see and feel the world, but it also leaves me raw and exhausted.
Most times, I wish I didn’t feel so much. I wish I could move through the world with a softer touch on my heart, let things slide off me instead of carving themselves into my spirit. I envy those who can simply exist without analyzing every nuance, who can be present without being pierced by it all. But this is who I am—a heart that won’t stop listening, even when it hurts. And yet, there is a quiet strength in this tenderness.
To feel so deeply is to be alive in a way that cannot be muted, or explained. To carry the world in colors others may never see. Even when it aches, even when it weighs heavy, I know that this open heart is my gift from God—a truth I am learning to hold with both reverence and grace.
“Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep.” – Romans 12:15